Welcome

Welcome to the darkness
The shadows of my heart
THese feelings of pain and anguish
Give sorrow a brand new start

The love we feel
Gives light a chance
But i dont know the steps
To that endless dance

Here i'll lie
Sit against the wall
Remain unnoticed
Rather than eventually fall

I know i loved her
I know its true
But the road before me
Is more than i can do

Each step i take
I stumble again
I know so long as i walk
I'll never manage to win.

To much to ask?
To have a light
A guided way
Rather then the dark of night

No, Im lost
I'll never find the way
Though now im in the shadows
she could have been my day

So here i go
Endlessly
Without a trace
Of love of pity

One last breath
I'll take the plunge
A shattered heart
With one last lunge

Pierce me
So deep and endless
As i drift away
I know true bliss

I saw the future
As i glance towards the past
while the path seems simple
It moves to fast

So now im stuck
Stranded in life
No one to love
Nothing but strife

Come now
Do you really think thats all?
Did you really boost me up
Just to watch me fall?

Funny
But i can't laugh now
because this field of sorrow
Is my own to plow

Remember my face
When it knew true bliss
Remember my face
When i dreamt that first kiss

To much to ask?
perhaps thats true
But all i have left
Is that first memory of you.

So welcome to the darkness
The shadows of my heart
For as one life ends
another must surely start.