Lost in rage

I look at the mirror
Pain fills my sight
The image within
Nothing but blight

Forget my intentions
Fuck this foul mood
Lost in this hatred
Whilst i sit and brood

Why is my image
So tainted in black?
Showing the hatred
The good that I lack?

Forget the simple things
I want to experience nirvana
But I cant, for i sit in this inferno
Cant breath within this sauna

Lose myself to chaos
This image is so fake
Though the porcelain is strong
The paint starts to flake

The image within
Dark and twisted
Sometimes i wish
That i never existed

But within me there is a curse
The pain that i'll always see
That someday i'll be trapped
But everday i'll always be me

I cant escape
This pain is so real
I'll never remember
How joy used to feel

Im lost
Lost in rage
Expressing thoughts
Upon the written page