Halfway

I woke up, Everything was fine
No Mental stress, Not a care in my mind
Looked over, You were not there
No sign of your presence, not a single strand of hair.

A little worried, Decided to call, Another man picked up
And thats the last i recall.

I woke up, 3 weeks later, Halfway to hell
and no indicator of what t I had seen
and what I had done.
Where i had been, or why i had run.

But the real fear i had
Was not where I'd go
But if i had hurt you
Because i just didn't know

So if your alive
I pray that you're well
As my soul drifts slowly
Down the river to hell

Gleam within

Shadows within night
Chaos we lack
The glimmer of the collar
The shimmer in black

From the depth of darkness
The truest sense of soul
As time comes to a stop
You relinquish all control

If The world loses meaning
If time moves to fast
Cast out your freedom
Make the feeling last

Give way to darkness
Do not rant and rave
Find the truest meaning
The joy of the slave

Forgotten

I am the sword in ancient hands
Fear beyond the fear of life
I am the blade which severs all bonds
A strength from the darknest source

Given life through endless pain
Trust lost in the storm
As all things must slowly end
I know how deep the water runs

Cast me deeper into the lake
Show me how much you hate
Give me over to the pain of death
And let my soul simmer

Lost in these places
A scyth which severs bonds
I am the reaper now
Given strength over the souls of men

Forgotten.

Spirit of death

Deep in my soul
The light fades to black
The voices scream
All the things I lack

As darkness fills me
As my time draws near
All the voices scream
Are all the things I fear

Now in the heart of pain
The things i learned in life
Now the voices scream
All my endless strife

Give to me salvation
Save me from my self
Stop the voices screaming
Save my mental health

Fade to gray
Fade to black
Turn to ash
Please turn back

Keep it civil

Lets keep it civil
Friendships to tough
Now that its over
Things are so rough

"never will leave you"
those words were so true
But now that its over
I cant even talk to you.

You Say that you loved me
We would always be friends
Why is it over?
And the friendship now ends?

I promised I'd hold you
That you'd always be dear
But now sense its over
Theres nothing but fear

But we'll keep it civil
Because friendship wont work
Now that we're over
Am i just a jerk?

I meant what i said
When I swore to you "forever"
But now that its over
Its like we were never together

Its not me
Oh god how I try
You said we're over
And left me to die

Its not that im mad
No, never at you
we may be over
But i'll never be over you

left to die

As i walk the shadows
As death passes by
My mind in tatters
Life is but a lie

Here is the joker
The kings in my hand
More of this torture
I simply can not stand

So bleed my soul
Leave my veins dry
Bleed out my heart
And leave me to die.

--Averett Krysif, From Dawn to Dusk

A time of change

Darkness
Pouring rain
The voices cry
Am i insane?

Chaos fills
The mind within
My veins spill
filled with sin

The blood runs deep
the darkness true
Here lies the monster
Born for you.

---Averett Krysif, From Dawn to Dusk

For a noble

As the needle is drawn
As the thread grows tight
I need you my darling
As the flowers need Light

That as the fates do ordain
As time passes by
The beat in my heart
It never does lie

Come with me darling
Come here, let us dance dance
I give my heart to you
And all my romance

---Averett Krysif, At Dawn

memoirs of darkness

I walk in the shadows
I bath in the night
Though chaos surounds be
It gives me delight

Thousands of moons
I have lived to see
The blood in your viens
Is like any other to me

Just another face
In an endless sea
Your life has little
value to me

Here are the pages
Written in blood
A poem so dark
your viens fill with mud

I am the vampire
I live in your soul
You are my prey
Its beyond your controll

---Averett Krysif, In Dusk

Averett Kyrsif's True word

as the night gives way to day
All the children hide away
As dusk gives way to dawn
To the shadows they are drawn

As order loses sight
We all will curse the light
As night now gives us truth
Away we flee from youth

So cast me to the shadows
Hide me from the day
As i live in darkness
The blood road is my way
---Averett Krysif, In Dusk

Lost

so As i sit
here in bed
I lie awake
fucked in the head

I know now
as i always will
That a womans thoughts
Are to much to spill

I cant help
no not a finger lift
I dont have the talent
i dont have the gift

To guide the people
I wish to save
I should just give up
and onward wave

For without hope
I blindly walk
I know its silly
I know you balk

But I am now lost

Reflections

i see my shell
reflected in you
Its all i am
To pray for you

To cast myself
in heavens grace
But in this light...
how could i face

You, tonight i know
that despite what i see
You'll never believe
You'll never love me

But that is fine
For now i know
That if i stay
that you will go

but i'll be here,
to watch your back
to help you out
when something you lack

Demonic

Dark and deep,
Endless and true
Here are my demons
Presented to you

As things come to pass
As midnight is struck
Your time runs thin
Your quite out of luck

So here is the moment
where heaven meets hell
You here it toll
the sound of the bell

And if you stand true
When the hammer strikes nine
You'll cast out your doubt
Your soul will be fine

But should you see midnight
And still hold your fear
the chains they will shackle
And forever bind you here

I am the demons
Deep in my soul
I am the moment
Its beyond my control

So fear my dark self
And know its not me
If you look close enough
The truth you will see

Im lost in my sorrow
Im caught in my maze
My life it still wanders
Lost in a haze