Little thread

As we wander through the world, we are connected to eachother by little threads of compassion. None of us really pay attention, but we all know they are there. When you get a hug from someone that you care about, from someone that geniuanly cares about how your feeling. That is the joy of these threads. But at the same time, if you are betrayed, it is those threads that give us pain. Connect yourself to those you can truely trust. But be careful who you give that to, some mistakes hurt more then others.

Hold true to yourself, dont lie, and everything will work out.

dream

I stand alone. Watching all the faces drift by.
They are like ghosts, Watching all the people live life.
And i am them, they are me, and all we know, is all i see.

So here i am, And there i went, And all i know Is all i've spent.
Im without love, and without trust, My life is dead
My heart will rust. So cast away, This ending time

And live my life, without a rhyme
So here i go, and there i'll be
If your there, then Me you'll see

I am a traveler, lost in day
Give me night, and let me stay.

Joy

Young and torn
The pain is real
The day your born
Its all you feel

Now hold your time
its all you know
Dont cross the line
Dont let it go

If your lost
Just hold on tight
Your faith you tossed
Its in your sight

Feel it
Be it
Know it
See it

Joy

Myself and I

Torn in the light
Myself and I
Lost in my shadow
A glimmer so shy

And deep in my heart
Oh, i know your true
But a lie so sweet
Hangs over you

So away I run
From the path ahead
To feel the pain of love?
I'd rather be dead.

Honor

I long for the day's of Honor
I cry for the day's long past
I wish we could slow things down
So time didnt move as fast

Sometimes I see our people
I know what they are inside
They are without the spirit
When afraid, they run and hide

Live up to the name of glory
And let yourself be free
Look deep within yourself
Untill you are proud of what you see.

Lady Of Darkness

Sing in the night
Oh lady of Darkness
Sing in my sight
Oh lady of Darkness

Dance in the shadows
Her lips soaked red
Dance in the starlight
My passions now fed

Her eyes are a craving
And her Presence In dreams
Her words insight lust
She's more then she seems

So dance my dark lady
Unite our desire
And as we all crave you
Our hearts burn like fire

I stand alone
In the shadow of pain
I walk alone
Never to be sane

I dance alone
When chaos calls
I remain alone
As night falls

I live alone
When the heart beat slows
I die alone
When my last breath goes

throw it all away

Throw it all away
Life isnt worth it
Throw it all away
Because thats where you sit

let the pain cut you deep
Hold onto the sorrow
Let the blackness seep
Let it bubble up tomorow

The blood
It feels so pure
The pain
My only cure

The pulse slows itself
The bubbles come and go
The pain is a poem in itself
My life is just a freak show

So throw it all away
I dont give a fuck
You can go or stay
Because in the web im stuck

Throw it all away. Let it bleed. Plant my seed. ONe last deed. And now im dead.

Doubt

The sky is black
And the world so grey
Some things i dream
Everyday

And with the time
I've spent alone
My heart has turned
To stone

So here i lay
And here i cry
Without my soul
I'll surely die

So Cast away
All my doubt
For all my pain
I could do without.

thrashed

Alone i cry
Thrashed and torn
I must lose my life
Before im born

And if I could
Drink one last sip
Let my world
Just let it slip

Slip it out
let the blood flow
Let the world fade
Just let it all go

Blade called MidNight

Sword in hand
Sheath let go
shimmering stars
My blade i show

Blood soaked ground
And tear stained shirt
Accross the desert
Of sun cracked dirt

I stand tall
Though i stand alone
For all my fears
Never have i shown

The shadow cast
Without light
A blade so named
Called, MidNight

For a Valentine

Red roses
Velvet crushed
From her eyes
Her hair i brushed

With a kiss
A touch so sweet
Her inner secrets
I pray i meet

A lasting warmth
A hug so pure
For my heart ach
She is the cure

And memories
So strong and true
Of sitting there
Close to you

Blue

Shattered in the chaos
And lost in tears
All those moments
All my fears

Did i have a chance?
To live my life?
When all i've felt
Is pain and strife.

When the silloute fades
That image of you
When all is lost
I feel so blue

Self Portrait

I spread the ink
so black and red
The blood in my viens
Is my soul this dead?

I cast the light
The white and gray
Is my heart this plain?
In everyway?

I show the lines
between day and night
In the twillight between
I've lose my sight

I paint myself
With blood and taint
Was my pulse this weak?
Was it always this faint?

Back in Black

Through the darkness
The light returns
From the shadows
The sunlight burns

And through the hollows
we weep and Pray
To never see
The light of Day