Inner hate

Always remember, That the darkness in our hearts is an uncontrolable substance. When it wants out, it will take control, and no amount of self control can stop it. We often feel the pressures, and we deny it. We think because we can manage the day to day, that we can put a hold on true hatred and an inner fire. This is not true. When the fire burns everything in its path is incinerated, and no matter how hard we try there is nothing we can do to put those flames out.

For those that do not suffer a true inner hatred, a darkness that consumes and corrupts, feel blessed. For those of us that do can tell you that that which we wish to love and respect. That which we wish to be kind and true. Is no match if it is also that which our darkness despises.

And for those of you like myself, who have a particular point in which you simply have no control of yourself. A subject in which once raised can never be dropped. Remember, though there is nothing we can do to control it, there are measures we can take to help it fade. Do not be a slave, acknowledge your pain and your sorrow, and let it go.